Augustine, Letters

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St. Augustine

No. 49 (Ep. CCXI)

1Sicut parata est severitas peccata quae invenerit, vindicare, ita non vult caritas quod vindicet, invenire. Haec causa fecit, ut non venirem ad vos, cum meam praesentiam quaereretis, non ad pacis vestrae gaudium, sed ad dissensionis vestrae augmentum. Quo modo enim contemnerem et inpunitum relinquerem, si et me praesente tantus vester tumultus existeret, quantus me absente etsi oculos meos latuit, tamen aures meas vestris vocibus verberavit? Nam fortassis etiam maior esset vestra seditio in praesentia mea, quam necesse esset vobis non concedi, quod in perniciosissimum exemplum contra sanam disciplinam, quod vobis non expedit, petebatis; ac sic non quales volo, invenirem vos et ipse invenirer a vobis qualem non volebatis.

2Cum ergo scribat apostolus ad Corinthios dicens: Testem deum facio super animam meam, quia parcens vobis nondum veni Corinthum, non quia dominamur fidei

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Letters of St. Augustine

No. 49 (Ep. CCXI)a (a.d. 423)

Just as severity is ready to punish the sins it discovers,1 so love is anxious not to discover sins to punish. That was the motive which withheld me from coming to you, when you besought my presence, not to rejoice in your peacefulness, but to increase your strife. For how could I have made light of your wrangling or left it unpunished, if even in my presence it had arisen to the same pitch as that which in my absence, though it was hidden from my eyes, yet assailed my ears with your clamour? Perhaps your rebelliousness would have been even greater in my presence, which it was necessary for me to withhold from you since you were demanding, to the detriment of sound discipline, things inexpedient for you and furnishing a most dangerous precedent. Thus I should not have found you such as I desire, and you would have found me such as you did not desire.

The Apostle writes to the Corinthians and says, “I2 call God for a record upon my soul, that to spare you I came not as yet unto Corinth. Not for that we

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DOI: 10.4159/DLCL.augustine-letters.1930